1. |
Candid
01:17
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it's never the same
it's always a waste
i just need consistency
in my life and in my handwriting
i've been away from all my friends
i've been dreaming about death
take me back to where i lived
those were the days
those were the nights
when i fell in love with everyone in sight
i wasn't so scared
taking candid photos of you everywhere
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2. |
Big Joke
02:28
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i'm mad at me
you're looking at the weight upon my hands
bc this is all a big joke
and i am not a good comedian
better days
i know they're gonna come and i'll be fine
you saw me stub my big toe
you saw me jump around and lose my mind
medication...i'm taking them all wrong
meditation...i could use some
inspired by the sound i heard outside...i wanna know it's you
some people aren't right...and i excepted it
been wasted every night since i got here
i haven't really slept at all
been swimming in a pool, it's 11 at night
if i could stay a little longer that would be tight
spending money...selling CDs to the store
ain't it funny?...i was laughing all alone inside my car
but kept the windows up
i'm bad when we're apart...so i'm looking at the dates
i wanna get high...here in the melting pot i promise everything is alright
i wanna know it's you
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3. |
Packing
01:32
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was packing up a year and month
remembering the conversations
a lot of junk and never-worns
all stuffed in bins
old bottles
making several trips, trying to save some time
reset and redecorate
memories fade
dusty room
picking up the change, putting it in a bag
coinstar you are my friend
i said "hello" you said "give in"
the drive home felt like a trap
i wonder when i'll be back
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4. |
Dependent
02:32
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it's a crime
i wanna lay on my back and drift for a while
close my eyes and fall asleep with the windows open
out of line
i could never resist the urge to chime in
i am learning every day
i wanna do better
shake me
pull me out of binary
i shouldn't care but i do
it's unhealthy
staring down at the screen
i control the light that comes out
i don't like it too bright unless i'm driving
scary words
we can mute them and never see them again
what a strange concept when you really think about it
face to face
healthy relationships are great
why did it take me so damn long to reciprocate
maybe by the grace of god
fuck it, i don't even have one to look up to
it's a trend
it's a phase
please deactivate
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5. |
Pretending It's Not
01:41
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i v e b e e n p r e t e n d i n g i t s n o t w h a t i w a n t
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6. |
Comic Strip
02:00
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been looking at a sad, sad comic strip
i'm thinking about a perfect internet
one that doesn't make me want to die
every time i open it
dreaming of a painless world in red
manufactured olive medicine
we're high and we're appropriately dressed
i'm feeling like a breath
i'm feeling the second best
i'm feeling like a mess
i'm feeling like the rest
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7. |
A.W.Y.W.
02:23
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different in form
stretched apart and worn
i could start again
be a better friend
any way you want
nothing's too extreme
life is not a dream
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8. |
4KC
02:18
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mean everything and make our days
you wanna walk around
you wanna sleep
and that's okay
that's alright with me
i plan ahead for you
it's the least i can do
you land in my lap
you look at me
you make a funny noise
i can't breathe
i wonder what you think about
when you're alone in the house
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9. |
Before Work
02:54
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good deed, good deed
a bad trip
friend, you're an actor
i've seen it all, before work
wind, you're out there
believe, believe
we're raised wrong
him, he's a bad guy
believe (delete) it all, before work
pin, you should go (away) now
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10. |
Hey (Be There)
01:46
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hey
i wish that i could be there
one day we'll laugh and cry together
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